Webdev’s Master Reference. Useful for those who already know what’s what, but have a hard time remembering all the little things. Don’t worry, every small thing’s there.

Currently, we’ve got a party in our government and it’s called the PVV, the Party of peace and freedom (Partij van Vrede en Vrijheid). They are talking about a load of crap about starting taxes for religious headgear, and the Strike Three You’re Out law -where you get deported from the country after three crimes-, just for foreigners, non-dutch people. It’s like a load of nationalism, it’s stupid and against several laws. Anyway, if you thought that was all, you should know this party is actually quite popular. I mean, it’s getting all wild around Geert Wilders, which is this blond numb-nut who does nothing but discriminate and talk shit. The people love him, and you know why? Because he’s on the news a lot. And people who get in the news a lot are those who are popular. In the next election he will probably have about 27 of the 150 seats. Woohoo, we’ll be having all kinds of shitty laws soon. brb racism lol. He got denied from entering England and he was like ’shit, nigga i dont care shit’, and lately he got denied from Turkey, and then he was all like ‘Nigga that’s racist.’. NIGGA WHO IS U TO SPEAK ‘BOUT RACISM?

Not just that, the socialists (lolcommunists) are now countering the fascistic movement with their own movement, the AVA, the Anti-Fascism-Alliance. Hooptidoo, what nice to know there’s a movement against a movement, Holland, GG kid i poop on u. Not just that, it’s a movement that actual does not back down from using violence to get what they think is right. WAIT, SAY THAT AGAIN. Yes, indeed. A violent strike against fascism. It’s like a gun-armed riot here to stop the war in Afghanistan, shit that’s messed up.

Holly out.

And Rob found some freakin’ weird picture.

I mean come on, what the fuck?

And I stumbled across a rather good site. It explains exactly what happens to me when the visual effects of my migraines occur. I’ve been trying to explain what it looks like for forever and even the other day at the doctor’s I couldn’t explain what it looked like. This website shows in a simple flash animation exactly what happens to my vision when I get a migraine. It doesn’t mention how I then get a horrible headache and puke, but that isn’t important. The visual effects are the bits that I really detest, because I cannot do anything. I feel like a freakin’ vegetable when I have these visual effects, because I cannot see enough for me to go about my daily life as usual. If it was just a headache I’d be able to but considering I’m more or less blind, I can’t. Just thought I’d make a blog post about this since a lot of people I know suffer from migraines too and probably had the same problems when trying to describe it.

If a man kills another, the resulting grievances can drive a family apart, drown the murderer in alcohol, or even send a man out for vengeance. The murderer is confronted by the vengeance seeking man. One thing leads to another, and the murderer has a gun to his face. Does the sad, grieving man pull the trigger? Does the sad, guilt-ridden man beg for mercy, or does he beg for death? Moments pass, and the sadness overwhelms the one who happens to have a gun. Sorrow has caused one man to kill another, because one man was killed by another.

Regrettably, unlike the original murderer, our man seeking vengeance has been found guilty in a court of law. He spends the rest of his years rotting in a jail cell. Constantly reminded of the unfairness that is life. Regretting his actions, regretting another man’s actions, regretting everything. The man we’ve been following has no friends and has nothing to look forward to, he just has…nothing.

Devastated by one wrong choice, by one trigger being pulled, the man still finds comfort in solitude. He spends his days laying in his bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking about nothing in particular. He day dreams. At night, he finally shuts his eyes, and dreams of a world where his actions were different. He dreams of a world where nothing is the same.

Do we dream of a happier time, a happier place? Do we dream as an escape? Do we dream to justify? Do we dream for inspiration? Do we dream as regret?  Or do we just dream to dream?

If a person’s display of emotions are only the extremes of these emotions, then one can’t begin to ask themselves a question: What is wrong?
This person, are they forcing themselves to feel the emotions? Does this mean they don’t feel emotions, or does this mean they’re seeking attention? They’re crying out for attention, purposely or not. What do you decide to do, help them?
If you’re a kind soul you’ll do what you can to help them. If you’re an idiot, you’ll be used by them. If you’re really smart or soulless, you’ll blow them off.

Emotions are nothing but tickets to bad decisions. They influence your reasoning, corrupt your train of thought, and trample all over logic. Hopefully you’d have caught onto that by now. Emotions are irrational, but they keep us sane. A japanese cubicle grunt worker will pull his tie up to his forehead and drink cheap beer when he gets home. These are mixed emotions of tire, of anger, of joy, it’s a cocktail, really. These emotions are tickets to his sanity, these emotions that disrupt our rational thinking end up becoming the thing that keeps us rational.

The human mind is irony by definition. A piece of advice I could always give to someone is to never stop observing, never stop trying to make a picture with the pieces to the puzzle you have gathered, and always make sure you have all of the pieces you need by asking yourself, “Why?”.

Sometimes you got to be somewhere before others do. So, you make a script to check whenever a page changes, it’s simple. For example with Lockerz. Just take a bit out of the source of the page and insert it in the part that says ‘<CONTENT ON OLD PAGE HERE>’. Then replace ‘<URL HERE>’ with the link to the page. It’s as simple as that! When it changed, it will make an annoying beep that you can’t miss unless your speakers aren’t on. It autreloads with an random interval of 1~15 seconds.

<?php
$content = file_get_contents(‘<URL HERE>’);
if ($content !== false)
{
if(strpos($content, ‘<CONTENT ON OLD PAGE HERE>’)  echo ‘<title>It\’s not up.</title><META HTTP-EQUIV=”Refresh” CONTENT=”‘.rand(1,15).’; URL=index.php”> It is not up yet.’;

else echo ‘<META HTTP-EQUIV=”Refresh” CONTENT=”15; URL=index.php”><object width=”1″ height=”1″>
<param name=”movie” value=”http://www.youtube.com/v/7nz1huAdYsE&hl&autoplay=1″>
</param><param name=”allowFullScreen” value=”true”></param>
<param name=”allowscriptaccess” value=”always”></param>
<embed src=”http://www.youtube.com/v/7nz1huAdYsE&hl=nl_NL&fs=1&autoplay=1&” type=”application/x-shockwave-flash”
allowscriptaccess=”always” allowfullscreen=”true” width=”1″ height=”1″></embed></object>’;
}
?>

Enjoy.

So today I basically just woke up pretty late, wondered where my Mum was since she went out the night before and still wasn’t back at like 1pm. Then I called a phonecall from my friend Rob wondering what I was doing that day and whether or not people were going to F&S (the usual place we go on Saturdays) and I had to tell him that everybody was going to some girl called Kate’s house instead and some other balls about how I couldn’t go over there cause no one was in. He then called me like 3 times more and the 3rd time he told me he was going to see Enter Shikari with his girlfriend Frankie. He then asked me if I was going etc/. etc/. and I said that I was not because I have a lack of money. Then I hung up and went on my computer for a while where I checked my email and found my vent server information! Then I connected, made some channels and shit and basically chilled out all day talking to people and listening to music on my Spotify Premium. Theeeen my Mum finally called me at about 3pm telling me that she was out still, asking me how I was and stuff. She then asked me if I wanted some dinner and said she’d get my some KFC when she got back. Then at about 5pmish she called me and told me that her boyfriend was drunk (At 5pm, what the fuck?) and that she’d be a while before she came home. She then told me she’d buy me a Dominoes and promptly asked me to get her the number for Dominoes so that she could order me a pizza whilst not at home. I got it for her and she ordered one. I chilled out for a bit longer and then when my amazing pepperoni thincrust pizza got here, I pigged out and enjoyed every fucking second of it. Holy shit that was a good pizza. Anyway yeah since then she’s just got back and it’s like, almost midnight. Her boyfriend is absolutely wasted beyond recognition and I’m just chillin’ here typing about my day. Yeah, I’ve had a pretty normal day but I got a pizza, so it wasn’t that bad, hah.

My friend Darren has been bugging me to go outside with him all day but since I had no money to get to town and such I kept telling him I could not. He was rather pissed off. Also uh, been talking on vent a lot with some pretty awesome guys and owning the crap out of some idiot named Vao that bullshits 24/7. That’s pretty much it, blog.

I had some spare money in my paypal so I bought a Ventrilo server and Spotify premium. A bit of a waste of money I know, but I don’t care.

Host Address: 193.200.158.84
Port: 3804
Slots: 20

Yeah boyyyy :3 ~minipost